Bobby Rowan

May12012

I miss you.

February242012

“

I wanna break apart my heart
Glue the pieces to my car
Crash it into a wall
I don’t want to feel at all
I want to break apart my heart

Douse it in gasoline
So the fire burns clean
Flick a cigarette like that movie Con Air
Doused in gasoline

And if you think you are better than me
You’re right
There’s no one to love
There’s no one to trust
In my life

I want to pick up the pieces
And plant them in the ground
When a tree grows there
I want to chop that tree down

Build it into a boat
And float it in a lake
And with dynamite
I will explode that thing
That makes me make mistakes

And if you think you are better than me
You’re right
There’s no one to love
There’s no one to trust
In my life

Sometimes I get lonesome
I can’t breathe
Sometimes I get so scared
That I can’t speak
Sometimes I get so worried
I can’t hear my heart beat
Anyway, anyway

I wanna tear out my heart
And give it away
To a person more deserving one day

And if all I see
Is the worst in everything
That’s all I’m gonna get
That’s all I’m gonna get
That’s all I’m gonna get

And if you think you are better than me
You’re right
There’s no one to love
There’s no one to trust
In my life
There’s no one to love
There’s no one to trust
In my life
There’s no one to love
There’s no one to trust
In my life

”

February182012

(Source: quote-a-lyric, via fantrashstic)

February152012

Time for shower. This is the longest week of my life. All Get Out, thank you for getting me through this.

February142012

It’s only Tuesday, I don’t know how much more of this I can take

February132012

Try to get dressed
And you put your shoes on
Let’s get to the car
Let’s make this right

The drive is short but it sure feels long
That’s just how it is when you’re leaving home
This isn’t the end of your life
It’s more like a pause and soon a start

Youll Back on your feet again in no time
But if you’re not with me, well the hell I’m just not fine

I tried convincing God to change you
We had it out, and he said, “No”
Said a choice is a choice, and he says you made it
He’ll help you along, but God why is nothing free?

You filled me up with hope, God, I used it
I used it all on you, can’t you see?
There comes a time when you choose for another
So I’m making this choice
Just for the three that we made too

January162012

(Source: threecheersfor2years)

December282011

“Had I the heavens’ embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams” Yeats-Cloth of Heaven

Yeats Cloth of heaven cute